enough said-.-

Omg.rockstar gilaaaaaaaaaaa!ergh.killing me like hell okay!i loveeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeee it anyway:)HAHA

aaaahhhhh.the best:)

Its killing me!

omg,theres not a single word can describe how pissed i am n how much my patience limit were been tested today!seriously,NONE!I am so teribbly pissed off with everything that happens right now.I'm taking it in slowly for now but still its freaking hard!I'm struggling it all by myself.ergh.Boyf,u know u're so freaking far away from me,but y the heck u making more harder for me?Seriously b,u killing me bit my bit.I'm asking u one simple question, u didnt want to anwser it.Maybe i did asked the same question before n yeah i forgot about that,but does it kill you to anwser my freaking ques again??Tgk,kan dah thantar that kind of smses to you.I didnt mean it abit pun okay,but u make me say all that!IM TIRED!I really dont know how many times i say those words but i am tired.Im tired with so many things i have to faced.Ur ex's.omg.Plus our daily fight nowdays,its killing me right now.I know u keep saying u love me and u dont want to breakup,fine,but pls work things out like we used to.Your attitude when u're in penang is so unacceptable.Im trying my best too to work things out between us okay.I know everything is gonna be alright.Im holding on to it,and can u pls hold on to it too?I love you alot too okay b.I really do.I know for one year plus,you're handled me with everything you have.n yeah i admit to what u said always "nak jaga syg sorang susah tahu tak.nasib b sayang cyg" but i didnt mean to make you feel that way.Whatever it is,i love you alot.You really know how to take care of me,EVERYTHING.I know i make you mad sometimes by saying some words that i shouldnt have said to you,but you know i never meant it once pun kan b?:)Listen,i want you to know that i'll give my best shot like u did too n i'll always will.I will hold on to what we have and never let go.I cant promise you that we will be together forever,that is something that i cant say.Who am i to predict?So here what i can promise you,no matter what happens,i will always love you,together or not together.B,that is my promise to you.I love you so much aydi:)So everything now is clear okay b?Rmmber when we're bored we used to text each other in nerdy way b?I laughed like heck tahu tak.I still rmmber what u said that time,n i'll always will.*saya cinta awak*It makes me smiled everytime i rmmber those words from you.Conclusion is,u know i miss you alot kan,so pls stop making me feel more stress b.Okay boyf?

blessed,

eilyn

Hard times *sigh*

Seriously,things are getting harder and harder when ur loved ones is freaking far far away from you.Its been killing me like hell.First,my boyf,aydi,left to penang due to some things that has to be settle.Im still doing half fine when he left since im getting used to it.Now the worst part, my bestfriends is like so freaking far away since they kena campak by uitm gila jauh.Ulfa still okay lagi,since she's studying in uitm shah alam.BUT the other two,eeyna n shab.haish.one in perak and one in johor.This is not fun at all weyyy.So here i am.left alone in subang like fuck.Not funny okay.shit u uitm."grr".The purpose of this post? I MISS YOU GUYS LIKE CRAZY!!n to my man,u're not going back to penang lagi after this okay.u killing me here man.-.-'

p/s: iloveyouguyssomuch!!:)

aydieeynashabulfa,

eilyn