Keep on trashing my name.i just love how u spelled my name in ur facebook/myspace status♥

The reason im posting those two posts today is because,first of all based on
"her" facebook n myspace's status, only a person who is well versed and practicing such lewd acts would post such unreasonable and callous remarks. Why must one make such sexual statement? I didn't say that she is the type of person who flaunts and throws herself around and all over.

I know what I called on after posting my past recent post about her. But the one thing that bothers me the most is where people don't get the part where 'we need to hear both sides stories before you can even think of jumping and judging people that u barely know'. Now, I really do feel sorry for some people who can't seem to open their beautiful eyes widely and read every single thing before making remarks at me.

Frankly, after reading that status and her message, I was upset. But, after giving it a thought, I said to myself that this is actually plain stupid and at the same I must say it is funny. My side of story which is based on previous post was not a falsehood. It is the truth and in other words, a fact. Not a fabrication that I made up myself just for the fun of it.


I posted such post based on the ignominious things around us nowadays. Is it wrong nor is it a lie? After receiving that message of her, I was wondering. Why made she say such things? Why is she so upset with me until to a point where she used my own words against me? Then i realized.
She must have read my blog post. She is upset of the fact that my recent opinion post reflects her totally.

Now, I can put all the pieces together


I am not playing dumb by saying that the post was not for her. She is not the only one who does unacceptable immoral things. Correct? Please read every single word in my post before even thinking of jumping down my throat. It seems that she does not know her facts and she is jumping the gun just like that. This is called violation and legal action can be initiated for libel and defamation. But then again, why the big fuss, right?

But a message was sent to me via facebook from the ghastly person herself. It is lewd and unethical. Maybe she was trying to act smart by using my words against me? Well, maybe.

True I can't stop people from talking and neither can they stop me from doing so.

A fact is the truth and the truth is a fact
They are no more important than each other as they both means the same.

Yes,im inlove with you brother and yes, i need your parents approvement.but how bout mine? You trashed my name first at ur myspace's status.need i to say more? For all this countless time, me and you met, why not even once you said anything to me?You can say it straight to my face infront of ur brother.but why didn't?But why now,for sudden you make such a big fuss?Yes,im talking with my words only, because u didnt even a say a word to me everytime we met.If you dont like me since the first time you saw me, why can't u just say so? how can i be nice if everytime all you do is just wondering around with his ex?

So,this is what i can say, if you think im the one who started it first,fine then,im sincerely sorry. But, i do know one thing, this whole thing that happened, is not totally my fault.If u want to meet up, fine, when ur brother is back from UK, we meet, and you can say all the things that you want to say to me infront of him.From there, we can see, who's the right one and who's not.

sick&tired,
eilyn

(:

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Crackpots

A statement that was told to many, but not me just yet;
Kenapa dia kena besar-besarkan hal?

What a ridiculous question. If I were to answer such ludicrous question, can you take it? Can you handle the truth?

Siapa yang tengah menjaja cerita sini-sana? We all know, it isn't me :)

mark my words,you're falling down sweetie(:

helloooooooooooo.haha.yestrdy sangat boring but mlm okaylah sbb pergi teman shafiq n shab pergi carrefour.haha.super fun mcm bawak anak.haha.Then, after buy stuffs kat carrefour, we went subang parade tgk nabil n daniel kerja kat baskin robbins.haha.it was a fun time kat subang parade since mcm2 story dgr.

Ouh, boyf, just give me time okay to think all this.like i said, im in the state where i don't want to commit in a relationship since i need to learn to love myself more. Eversince, the backstab thingy happened, my life terus tukar completely. seriously,that thing is one hell of a big bump in my life. but nvm, im strong enough to face that. Ada hikmah from that, after what just happened, baru skrg nmpk, sape true friends n sape bukan. its a shock but im glad that skrg dh realise sape true friends n sape bukan.(:

Shabrina,Fara,Daya,Aryton,Shafiq,Sab,Syazwan& Dann. You guys know how much i love you kan?(:

blessed,

eilyn

*sigh*

This is the second post of the day.perhh.I guess what just happened to me brings a great impact to my life.But hey,i aint gonna give up my life just because of you.You're not worthy la pompuan.

There are the things that we dont understand in life, and i still dont understand. im gonna start babbling about life again. perhaps im a really boring person or some nuisance struggling so hard making an attempt to have better days in life. and then you start to ponder; you work so hard, by the end of the day, are you really sure if thats wht you want, if thats wht you have been craving/dying for? is it all worthwhile after all the drudgery?

how many times a day do i have to fall down?

someone please hit me a thousand times every morning so that i will not cry at the end of every day alone here in my bed shrinking so enormously tiny having too much thoughts in my head. and is it true if we laugh too much we will then cry? and if God exists, does He have to be so fair to us? stop telling me its one of those days again and again, only if everything is so easy to be fixed. dont worry about me, im not in a mess.

im just thinking too much.

and anything can happen even without your most foolish knowledge. you dont know what you have done wrong to be treated in some really unjust manner sometimes; most of the time. what happens to the nostalgia good ole memories? have you forgotten em all? i believe all of us have gone through some really unforgettable experiences. those memories will stay forever. as long as your spirit does, they will. as distressing as it might sound, i dont wanna believe in memories, i am selfish, i want to have em all close to my chest. and there, then again, what do i do to make it happen? nothing. hate me because i have alot of lame excuses to my alter ego. and hoping to feel better. or not.

i hope i could really live my life believing in the phrase "carpe diem". sometimes in life, in whatever aspects, you just need to seize the day. perhaps i should not take things too seriously. i have been trying my best, so much, to apply that in life ever since i was exposed to this phrase whereby robin williams played it so well in Dead Poet's Society (take some time off for this movie). i am always grateful for the ones who constantly instill wisdom in my head - you definitely knw who you are if you're reading this and if this triggers your feeling, thank you so much. you knw i love you.

dear readers who know me, even only by name, i fell umpteenth times and still alive vigorously kicking. make it good, be better. dont you cry, you know you can count on me whenever you need me. just let me know.

hello everyone,sorry tak post ystrdy.anyways,smlm was okay je la kot my day.but ystrday night was fun since i went for movie with shab and my lil sister.We watched alvin & the chipmunk2.funny like heck okay and i enjoyed the movie sgt2.Then balik2,terus sleepy,my sleeping time dah berubah weyyyyy.I slept at eleven plus ystrdy.haih.bgn2,smses n misscalls sgt byk ye-.-

So,today is my 1 year 8 months anni with aydi.sangat takda mood nak blog anything bout him right now.nanti2 jela.jap, to the one yang backstab i and terasa after reading my posts, its not my fault or my problem sbb make u terasa ke apa. dh kata kau backstabkan? so u can just go to hell(: anyways,i think ada yang terasa by now,so if u did, confront la i. so] u can spill out everything to me bout what u did behind my back. seriously,u're just a wannabe.eventhough we used to be bestfriend,baru skrg i perasan YOU ARE JUST A WANNABE.setakat popular dgn budak skema tayah la k.eeeeeeeeewwwwwwwwwwwwwwwwww.amik kau.

I HATE YOU LA SIAL.I HATE THE FACT THAT KITA PERNAH RAPAT FOR YEARS.I HATE THAT I SHARE EVERYTHING WITH YOU.TLGLA WEI, APA PUNYA KAWAN PUN TAK TAHULAH.SANGAT IDIOT.

I takkan confront kau about this backstab thingy sbb i nk tgk sejauh mana kau boleh pergi dgn perangai kau cm sial.Kalau dh tahu im talking about you,text me and lets meet.But i know,u're a coward.so you won't.Selagi tak settle,i wont stop talking about you.If you dont like me in the first place,just say so la bodoh.tak payah jadi rapat n so on.You disgust me like shit.Don't act like you are in the right place coz u don't.

Lepas ni, kau dgn laki kau n bff kau,bleh g mati.Thank you(:

bye,
eilyn

rara i love you(:

hellllllooooooooooo.haha.sangat hyper right now.today sangat la penat.i supposed ada class today but i decided taknak pergi, n so i called fara up and lepak kat rumah dia with dann skali.We played twister and monopoly,i won semua. haha.kesian dann.I jadi pembuli.haha. And ouh ara, u tahu tak, time balik,i race dgn si dann tu?bahaha. Then pergi anjung lepak with dann sementara tunggu shab siap. So, bila shab dh siap, shab and i straight go taipan saja2 nk habiskan my money. We went secret receipe mkn2.Then, pergi boutique2 yg ada kat taipan.And i bought a maxi dress.Sangat lawa ok.ttbe nmpk tinggi.bahaha.and lastly,we went for threading.sangat suka.haha.Balik rumah,i received a phone call from fara suruh baca blog so i read.Oh i just love it sangat2 ur blog.I love you la fara.So heres some from fara's blog specially wrote by her for you backstabbers:

"OMG. HOW COULD YOU?

what’s up with you? kau da memang tak sayang mulut is it? telling people how bad my friend is? bodoh, kau tak cermin diri ka? kau ingat kau da sangat Up to the very max, kau boleh suka suka buat your friends like that? babi la kan. kau boleh mati la dengan laki kau. you,who acts very nice infront of us turns out to be a very babi person. sumpah, i wanted to cried too. but fikir balik. my tears are not worth falling for you. Boo hoo. and excuse me? br sekarang nak show this and that buyin branded stuffs? like hello, sangat last season eh kau? kesian. ehhh. geram. well, keep on using my friend’s name for yr escapation for you and your bf. just wait love, you will get it from us. all of us. (: -fara"

thats what you get for what you did to me.straight to your face.i loike.bahahaha.ok cukup la.sgt bitchy pulak rasa.n finally,shab,thank you sbb teman g taipan.I LOVE YOU


bye2,
eiltyn

You're just a two faced bitch

Hello there everyone, and ouh, of course to you too bitch since this post is specially for you(: Wei,i treated you like more than a bestfriend to me, because you're very close to me and tahu everything bout my life n so on.BUT,after years of friendship,baru harini dapat tahu your true colours kan?bagus2. Seriously,after someone told me the truth yg selama nie jadi behind my back, its a shock okay till i cried because of you and because of the friendship i have with you.Seriously, kau dh backstab aku kaw2 la wei. Depan i, pandai pulak berlakon SANGAT innocent. Kau nie, takda perasaan ke? After dapat tahu,you just make me realise that finally im stepping into the real world.thanks to you(:

Oh you and ur so called bestfriend forever, can just a dig a hole and die in there.Coz people like you, tak patut hidup. Close friends tapi makan kawan rapat dari blkg. Losing you, having a fight with you, sgtlah worthy right now BUT takdala setanding apa yg kau dh penah buat and burukkan aku blkg aku kan? Ouh, tell your bff,for all this freaking while, mana respect dia to my boyf? Im getting soo irritated skrg. Its unfair la kay, baru skrg nak tunjuk belang? Well, maybe apa fara ckp just now its true,"well atleast you get to see her 'true colurs' now"

Theres alot of reasons why we we call each other "bestfriend". You dont run around and tell something which is so not true behind my back and pergi cerita kat adults yg dh berfikiran matang.Pasal korang dua, free2 nama aku kena blacklist tak tentu pasal.Tlg lah wei, perlu kena jadi cmtuh?perlu ke tikam kawan yg dh lama kenal?Selama nie ke hulu ke hilir kita lepak semua i pick u up and lepak suma.but last2,cmnie kau buat?you think,apa yg kau ada skrg boleh buat kau bangga dgn diri kau?no okay.ada long journey ahead of you.u need alot of peoples to be by urside la.bukan stkat dgn apa yg kau ada. Anyway, a big claps la sbb pandai berlakon innocent and all dpn me kan? Just watch your mouth la after this. Selama nie, kalau kau sedar, everything i follow kehendak bontot kau.So enuf,ur acting dpn i dh sgt over okay? SANGAT HURTFUL FOR WHAT YOU DID TO ME BEHIND MY BACK OKAY! perangai betul kau pun aku dh tahu dh. Oh and atleast, everytime i went out,i'll make sure my parents know bout it and i have curfews too(: sejahat2 i, im not the one who being hypocrite dpn kwn sendiri.i show my true colours sbb i trust you(: atleast if terkantoi pape,tadelah kantoi busuk sgt. If sape2 terasa,mampuslah.i dont give a fucking care. Lagi relalah hilang kawan dari kena tikam kaw2 cam babi dari blkg.

Lastly,pls.kalau nak kutuk,make sure lah,diri tu dibetulkan and tak jadi hypocrite since u're just the same and maybe lagi teruk?woaps.i should just stop now,sbb terasa sangat jijik while typing this post.

p/s: i love you boyf,shab n fara for being by myside and trying your best to cheer me up(:

bye2,

eilyn

helloooooooooo

ok right now tersangatlah hyper since i drank two cups of coffee to kick off my day.gahhh.haha. So, today i have class kat college. Omg, sgt malas-.- but i have to go since ada quiz and the presentation thingy and plus with the finals sudah around the corner.my god.haih

But anyways, today im going college together with fara n shab.hehe.They will wait for me smpai class habis then off to pavillion(: Of course la,shopping and watch movies.Sgt2 tidak sabar.haha

Lastly,my man, you know how much i miss you and love you kan.so pls,stop making stupid and silly things that can make me pissed off towards you okay.chill la,8 more days to go.hee.I LOVE YOU B! (:

Ok dh,i have to stop merepek dah.the boyfie sudah bising di YM.hehe

bye2,
eilyn

ambush-.-

omg,i just wake up and ada byk misscalls.haha.tidur mati weyy.Later on,shab called ckp nak dtg rumah.tgh mamai weyyy,tak dgr apa yg shab ckp-.- haha.then tido la balik.after fifteen minutes cmtuh,fara call.lagi terbaik,"lyn i kat luar rumah you dh" perhhh.terus bgn and turun.check wether diaorg betul2 dtg ke tak.And it turns out,betul.Shab and fara ada kat depan pintu.Zain and Dann tgh tunggu dalam kereta.

So i went out and tegur2,and decide nak jumpa diorg kat kopitiam 333.haha.Later shab n fara dtg balik my hse n lepak2 until 3am.(:

And ouh,since my family will be going for holiday one week without me,im sooo gonna make a holiday for myself and my freinds(: hehe

okay dh,this is the second post for today.SANGAT BOSAN.

chiaos,
eilyn

woah:)

Just came back from jogging with zain & shab.-.- omg,semalam plan n so on.last2 pegi 3 org je.but nvm, it turns out to be so much fun! Going out with zain is the same as going out with daya.My god, sangat annoying but super fun.haha.So me n shab picked zain up at his house which is in Puncak Alam.so freaking far weyyy.then we went straight to PJ.omg,seriously tasik Perdana is soooooooo much better.Gila teruk tempat taman jaya.but nvm, kitaorg still pergi jugak.So, zain yang konon kata athlete skolah nak jog suma,last2 we only walked around the tasik and make stupid jokes. N ouh, our exercise mode cuma sekejap je.Only one n a half round of tasik jaya which is by slow walking!-.- taleh blah.haha

So,kitorg decided nak go mkn.Motif pergi PJ nk jogging is sgtlah bodoh n habiskan duit minyak.haha.Then,zain called dann yg kata nk pergi breakfast kat subang n everything,last2 dia ckp dia baru bgn n decided not to join us for breakfast n ajak lepak malam nanti.Zain dh bebel dalam kereta.haha.We end up makan at mamak.If im not mistaken, the restaurant nye nama,raju something2 which is famous mamak in PJ.Flash back memories with my family since we used to go there to have our breakfast all the time.And ouh,zain belanja(: haha

Then,after makan2 we have to send zain back before 11 since he has wedding thingy to attend.Meanwhile,dalam kereta,we talked non stop weyy-.- And siap buat plan for tomorrow.We decided to go andalus ramai2 tomorrow night.can't wait(:

And ouh,maybe tonight lepak kot.Fara,shab n daya will be lepak-ing at my hse tonight.(: okay tu je kot FOR NOW.bahahaha

love,
eilyn>

shisha:)

ooooh after dah sakit hati n feeling depressed,i slept the whole day.smpai org text n calls suma tak perasan.Until la fara call n force me to come kopitiam 333. So i came, dgn muka sedih n fara& shab tak tahu asal with me.I hate to hear if fara ckp "i told you so". So i just tell sikit je story bout what happened. thank god i have them.i love them to bits(: After few minutes lepak, a friend of fara which she called him koko dtg. He taught us how to shisha in very weird and funny ways smpai shab and fara ting tong.haha. Bila hisap cm biasa takda pulak fara ting tong cpt.haha. We love shisha sgt2 and smpai skrg taleh stop. haiyo.haha

Later on, Daya, Ayish, Syabil, Aziz & Ayman dtg join us.seperti biasa bila ada diorg,jadi havoc table.haha.So laughing to their jokes,ease things up for me abit.Then,zain call nak confirmation about jogging.GAHHHH.

Can't wait to go jogging tomorrow kat PJ yaww.haha.tak pernah2,pergi jogging smpai that far-.-So,i'll be going jogging tomorrow with zain,fara,shab n later dann will join us during breakfast(:

Lastly,someone just went missing.hummmm.shab& fara,korang agak dia kat mana?haha

Thats all for now.nk smbung chat with si kechik.bahaha

iloveyoushabandfara,

eilyn

hmmm

I MISS YOU LA B!:'(

dum-dum

gahhhhh.bosan bosan bosan.i just realise that i can't go for holidays with my family next week since i have assessment for the whole freaking week!perhhhhh. The finals sudah around the corner. So skrg nie akan mencuba mengambil buku dan belajar. my bm dh getting terror kan? i know-.- bahahahaha

n ouh,im getting soooooo annoyed with someone right now.we're sgt2 rapat and im getting annoyed with her is because ttbe her attitude changing to sgt bitchy!my god-.- malas aku nak layan cmni,Only me n shab je tahu bout this.dh kata,married couple kan?bahahaha.ok dh,stop merepek.enough said-.-

bye,
eilyn

blah blah

err.today takda apa nak post,sbb dh jadi lifeless eversince buat deal with shab about takkan kuar for a week.rasa cm nak menangis-.- but nvm,tomoorow im going out with dia,fara n kechik(: miss korang like heck!

n ouh,nmpknya the boyf telah mengupdatekan diri dia atlast with FACEBOOK! bahhahahah.lagi 14 days dia balik sini.gahhhhhhhhhhhh.lama gila.but nvm,u can use that quality time to buy me n shab punya brg(:hehe

okay thats all for now.bye2

love,
eilyn

my love(:

with ur hands in mine,
i can hold happiness,
with your lips touching mine,
i can feel warmth,
with me in your arms,
i can smell love,
and with "i love you",
i can hear "FOREVER".

LMAO MYA ADNAN

okay,based on the topic above,dh clear enough,im going to talk about her.people,yg tak tahu pasal dia nie is,she's my boyf's elder sis.i dont even know why,ttbe serang kat msn.okay so lets clear things up miss mya.firstly,pasal the way i dress to aqilah punya asrama,miss mya,about sending the food to her,is it planned?takkan?dat time i baru balik college n supposed to pick ur brother up pegi berbuka puasa.n out of sudden kau kecoh,n ask him to send the foods all the way to shah alam.n cik mya,i tak tahu pun aqilah asrama agama.n dat time hujan lebat gila.n kalau i takda kat situ,kau ingt aydi bleh hantar mknan qilah ke?pakai otak.thank god.I HAVE MY CAR utk send her food.n sbb all that,i dgn aydi buka puasa PUKUL 9 WEI.ada kau ckp thank you?duit minyak pun aku tak pena mintak.n secondly miss mya,kau ckp aku n aydi penzina?hello pompuan,all the time aku kat rumah koryang,aku tggu aydi siap,n while dia tgh siap i was online for god sake-.-yes i know,ikut hukum islam,slah ktorg duk dlm bilik together,but syg oi,u did that as well right?ur brother told me so many things.n dont let me start perangai kau kat penang?woaps.AND OUH,u said u did well for every sem n didnt flunk in ur spm?eh hello,itu adik u la yg result teruk.but mine is not sweety(: u know where u stand?of coz u do la kan?if not u're just plain stupid(: so hey u nak brag? well come on lets brag,at least i have my own car,my own money,i didnt ask money from my brother's gf*woaps(:*,i didnt steal money from my own siblings,i didnt backstab my own blood,i dressup wayyyyyy better than u n ouh im not a hypocrite. so skrg nie run around ur house n ask urself "gee,y am i so stupid and fugly" *claps*

p/s: u just messed up with the wrong person la sweetheart.just wait n c,apa yg akan jadi nnty. *winks*

love,
eilyn