Why can't you just understand?

Hello, lama tak update blog since my timetable sgt pack. Sem 2 killing me like hell. Eventhough class cuma like few hours, but the work i have to do, things i have to prepare sgt byk.I dont even have time to lepak like i used to.Im tired and my body aching like super crazy.haihhh.Weekdays is full of classes.Weekends the boyf balik.So no time nak rest.My tired-ness face really shows smpai the boyf perasan.Im so effing tired.Now rarely online.Texting with the boyf pun seems hard abit since im struggling with my time.I dont know why, sejak sem2 i feel really lonely.Maybe because i dont have time to hang out ke apa.Listening to the subject briefing itself is killing me and make me want to cry coz its really hard.Lately, nak hangout pun dgn kawan college.Since alang2 kat kl, lepak pun dgn diorg jela.Thats the only time i have to chill abit.Sampai rumah, mcm2 kena settle with my aunty is sick at the hospital, i have to settle my drawings and stuff.Sangat2 penat.Due to my tired-ness, my sleeping time now is at 11pm.But i guess, i just have to suit myself with eveything kan?When the boyf balik, sgt lega coz i dont really feel that lonely sgt, coz when he's back, we can do our assignments together(: Having him around is the best moment of my life.

Lately, theres some things yg make me confused.I dont know where i stand between everyone.Terasa sangat left out.Lastly, eventhough im going through really shit moments, i know im going to be just fine(:

B I LOVE YOU(:

bye2,
eilyn